Saturday, July 8, 2017

7-8-2017

it was an ordinary day as per custom
ate dinner with dad and ran into my mom
at the same restaurant so we all sat together
talked of this and that, the family goings on
well, i wished i could say everything is all better
that im overflowing with elation and good luck
that i met an amazing woman and love is here
i wished i could say that all my dreams and aspirations
have finally come to past and everything is wonderful
oh i dream, dont i, oh do i dream and wish
now dont get me wrong, im not all sad and dreary all the time
in fact most of the time i'm good to go
only those times at night alone, and even sometimes in a room
full of people, the loneliness, the thinking
the feelings, it can overwhelm
above everything else i wonder what will happen tomorrow
is there anyone else in this world that feels the same?
anyone else that understand this feeling of alone and sadness?
anyone that understands how i feel?
i just keep holding on
i watch those tomorrows come and then go
one after another, some eventful and others a bland repetition
my time has to come right? my turn for the happy and wonderful times?
oh well, same old thing here, not much to chime about
just the getting older and the repetition and the waiting
can't try to force things to happen that only happen the natural way
so i just wait to see what happens tomorrow
jeeze, i always sound like a broken record
it' funny i hate sounding like a broken record
i also hate sounding like i just regurgitated something else i've read
well, i feel ok, i guess, only some harsh pains in my left knee
the cats are up to their usual ways of carefree living
the girl cat lays in the middle of the room purring and content
the boy cat is in the back room somewhere, probably sleeping
and i, well i sit here typing all this nonsense out
i dream on, waiting to see what happens tomorrow