and now you can see me standing there, waiting
you, watching and wondering
me, patiently standing, time does not exist for me
my ocean is deep but you wont drown
your ocean is just as deep and i feel fine
together we glide around and through the water
we fly and float through the air
through all the spaces and crevices of thought and dreams
we transcend space and time into dreams of eternal heaven
well, the spring time conundrum has arrived
the beauty of spring with the annoyance of allergies
beautiful flowers, green fields, blooms blooming
and the runny nose and watery, itchy eyes, the sneezes
ive been silent lately sort of like what i've written before:
"with nothing much to say, he remains silent on this day."
the wasps are busy today, the coming and going
they sometimes visit the window that i watch them from
investigating, foraging, a curiosity
the girl cat plays with a ball that i crafted for her
and the boy cat sleeps on my bed
well, this journey is not for everyone
we often stand confused, bewildered
we just have to understand that we'll never really have it all figured out
we just have to ad lib for the entirety of life
there is no "right" way, there is no "way it's supposed to be"
it's all just ad libbing and i say just go with it
fear is the main thing we should destroy
it doesn't matter if we die for it
it doesn't matter if we fall down
it's not the beginning or the end
it's all of the beauty of the in between
Ani DiFranco put it best:
"my body is borrowed, i got it on loan
for the time between my mom and some maggots."
sadly though, most people don't really see this
of course i don't have it figured out myself
i just share a view from my perspective
well, a nice rain has just started
the sound of a siren permeates the open windows
light thunder claps here n there, gently
the melodic rhythm of the drops
like an audible massage
well, i dream on, on into forests
into fields of flowers, into oceans of heaven
i hold on
