well, it's been a while
im mostly dried up these days, with nothing to say
with only things to feel of the negative sort
so i bury them down and remain positive
i watch the seasons come and go
the cold, the warm, the hot, the cool, and the cold again
is it wrong for me to constantly think
about what will happen tomorrow?
life is so incredibly strange but beautiful
times changing worlds colliding
and i just watch from the side, waiting
waiting to see what happens tomorrow
maybe im a fool, a doltish one
or maybe my heart knows better than anything
knows better than even my own mind
maybe it sees better than my eyes see
my heart...my heart, oh god the pain though
the pain of a thousand lifetimes
and in a thousand different ways
the tears that have come from my eyes from the pain
could probably fill up countless swimming pools
the tears that come even now today as i type this out
just a simple release, a way of letting those tears fall
it's a crazy world we're in, a crazy time as well
a buildup, a building up to a point, so it seems to me
so i just watch, once again, watching to see what happens tomorrow
well, i feel ok, i guess, pretty much the same old thing
the neighbors are still noisy, no sign of the wasps anymore
perhaps they too wanted to get away from the noisiness
the girl cat sits next to me looking up at me
with eager attention and anticipation
the boy cat sleeps on my bed dreaming
i wonder
i dream
i want to see what happens tomorrow
