my art

my only art is my love

12-2-15

better days out of reach
those positive ways elude me
the flu hit me monday, full on
like getting hit by a car just without the physical damage
today, the first day i feel a bit better
body ache is gone, fever is gone as well
was a bit rough feeling that bad and having the heart ache
and loneliness...double trouble
i feel......well, i feel melancholy, but there's an ember.....
there's an ember inside me that is still smoldering
still waiting to ignite the fire again...
my problem is that it's just hard to stay positive these days
some days the anger stirs, other days the tears, other days just
the default monotony of the daily grind
and well sometimes it's a combination of all of the above
my promises and commitments stand true
my words stand true...through it all
well, thanksgiving came and went and now christmas
is creeping up not so slowly
the time passes faster and faster
and often times it seems like a few days is
equal to an eternity
let's see what tomorrow brings
the unknown, such a beauty
some fear the unknown
but there's a beauty hidden in it
i try and i cry, i am still here
my emotions and feelings and love
i soar through skies of all realities
i glide through streams of all emotions
i permeate into the pores of dreams
i do these things i do for you