12:29am
lonely, quiet night
the creative juices in my mind have been clogged lately
"you are your own worst critic" or so they say
i say it's about what sounds good to me and what dont
who knows?....
trying times, oh so trying
chewing my cuticles till they bleed
and sometimes even still after that
well, the cats are sleeping and the wasps are unseen since it's
the middle of the night and dark outside
i feel sad and alone, doing my best
the loudest quiet person in a room
or rather no one to listen to me, to hear me
i miss a good hug, a real hug, those i care about you hugs
those i love you completely and totally hugs
the ones that linger are the hugs of loneliness
well, august is coming near it's end
the grip of summer is slightly easing up
the embrace of fall will be most welcomed
the overcast skies and cool temps...beauty
fall and spring are nice times of year
the gentle breezes that touch you like a massage
tickling your neck and hair
a beach far away in lands of golden beauty
the never ending vacation of elation
the dreamlands of eternal brilliance shining throughout
the totality of realities seen by few
a comfortable life in fields of natural delight
instead, floating away forever on rivers of tears and dreams
no shores for my bones to bleach away on
just a short memory that fades away
like the sunset in winters seasons
the abandoned kitten in the parking lot
the dog dropped off in the park
the tired old man sitting on the old park bench
watching time pass even though he's got little time left
it's always easier with love
everything is easier, everything
the tears flow like flood waters from rivers and creeks
clouding and blurring my vision so that these words
blend and meld into grey scale color spots
the trusty wash cloth helps with that
absorbing those emotion filled drops of sadness
wiping the snot from my nose
only the embrace of music to soothe me
"there, there."
an unedited random thoughts journal entry
i may sound crazy or i may not.
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