Monday, July 1, 2013

a random journal entry

my mind has been void of anything particular lately.
reckless thoughts take precedence over the normal thought processes of my mind.
thoughts of old still linger, caressing my mind like fingers through hair.
these times are strange to me, although most of my life i've felt alienated,
so it's interesting that it seems more strange than ever before.
i sit here and watch the cars go by, people coming and going, living their lives
completely unaware that they just entered my life only to leave it just as fast.

so we've built this world around us off of memories, experience, and fear.
corruption flows through channels in our mind to the forefront of our experience.
peering into the past and into the future, fearing possibility and limitations.
it seeps out through the place that can not lie, constantly asking why,
creating events that make us all cry.we build walls to prevent us from a fall...
it's that fall that we need....we need to fall into experience.
the experience of love. the choice between the opposer  of love...which is fear.
letting go of what we hold so that then our lives are no longer cold.
it's that warmth that we need, taking us further in this world that we've built.
this world that we've built is careening out of control, digging ourselves further
down into the hole we're in. leaders misleading, guiding us to destruction.
a loss of proper function, so we begin to make assumptions.
falsity and deception are the norm. that's how we've been born...
into this world we've built. naturally, we have guilt and still, there's no change.

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