about tears and crying

i cry
i cry like a baby crying from its needs
i cry like a lost cub searching for it's mom
i cry like the howling of the winter wind blowing so cold
i cry tears like a river from the mountain peaks thawing in the spring
i cry
i cry so hard my entire body feels it
i cry so long time doesn't exist
i cry in ways i didn't know one even could
i cry 
i cry for her, for how she might feel, for how she might be doing right now,
for what she is going through.
i cry because i cant be there to hold her and wipe her tears away
i cry because i cant hug her tightly and hold her close to me
i cry because i cant hear her beautiful voice, her beautiful laugh
i cry because i cant see her beautiful face, look into her beautiful eyes
i cry, i cry, i cry