12th of june 2014

it rained today, a solace in the steaming brightened heat of summer days
but oh the humidity it brings there after or the next day.
feeling better these past 2 days, there's still something in the air
people driving too fast, in a hurry to wait as i always say.
in a hurry to wait.
so many people, they have no idea that they've entered into my life
by the simple fact that i see them.
people who would stab me or you in the back to get ahead in the world
and yet in another instance put themselves in harms way to help/save someone
that was in a car accident or any accident of any kind for that matter
people are funny, people are strange, people are people are people
of course the people that put themselves in harms way are becoming
few and fewer as the days pass and time goes on. interesting actually
memories constantly flooding into my head like a raging and flooding river
from both rain as well as mountain ice and snow melting in the spring
my mind feels like it is in a room with solid white floors and there is
nothing in the room except those solid white floors
almost abnormally white and bright white like the fresh snow on a winter's morning
with walls of grey and memories lingering like walking into a home after
a nice meal was very recently cooked and the smell is thick in the air
or after a woman has recently gotten ready to go out and the pleasant smell
of perfume hangs in the air tickling the smell senses
oh how crazy this world is, this life, the normalcy of insanity
it's status quo now, it's status quo
writing during lunch seems hurried and yet it doesn't.
strange