11-9-14

beautiful day, 71 degrees fahrenheit
windows open breezy winds flow in
i feel ok, heart aches, mind is busy though
the sun shining through the tree in the front yard
casts a nice shadow on the neighbor's roof
right near where the wasps took residence, although
there's no sign of them today
the cats...the girl cat is bathing on top of the television
and the boy cat sleeps elsewhere.
writers block seems to be slowly lifting, well very slowly.
had some decent ideas here n there lately.
i dream all the time...most of my waking hours
and my sleeping dreams, well, those are still strange
it's funny, i've become uninterested in most of the hobbies
i enjoy, well, i guess i should say enjoyed
i find myself vegging away at times, doing nothing at all
and other times im going for walks or drives
thinking all the while of everything and of only a few things
maybe i should find new hobbies and/or things to do
it's just only like the waves of the ocean
always with the highs n lows, ups n downs
there's usually a balance
it's always easier when you have someone to ride the waves with though
cause then you can help each other balance, help each other to feel
help each other to feel...
those warm days, those sweaty palms from holding hands so long days
those magic dream days, those passion filled heaven  days
those safest of safe days, those time stood still days
those days play out the most to me in my dreams and memories
those time standing still days, those days, the purest of such
i often watch other people and see them living in those days
and it makes me smile, i wished i could see more people in those days
i ache a bit in loneliness, missing those days
and yeah, seeing the other people with it adds a heaviness to that,
but i still smile in knowing i get what they're possibly feeling
but i still dream, i still float through heaven there.
waves of the ocean
i ride still, i ride on, i push on, i dream on